can i just cry my eyes out and scream my lungs out?cause for a once i wanna stop pretending that i'm strong and that everything is okey.for once i wanna put my guard down and let others see the vulnerable side me.it's pretty tiring having to put on a smile just so others wont see your pain,but as for right now all i want is someone by my side,hugging me tight and tell me everything's going okey and really mean it;'|